someday you will miss me.

"And then we hugged each other tighter than we ever had before knowing that we would never again..."

Maybe this world is another planets hell.

But when I look at him I see all of those memories of us, and I wonder maybe he's seeing them too.

I just want a guy who saves my texts to look at when he misses me.

Everything will be beautiful and nothing will hurt.

in that moment I felt my heart break. I thought "I can't live without you. I don't want to live without you." And then it slowly crept into my mind that no matter how bad I wanted or needed you, it wouldn't matter, somehow, and very painfully I was sure that my life would continue. With or without you, right?

"how long before i'm just a memory?"

Go ahead and just kiss her, but make sure you do it when i'm looking so you can stab the knife a bit deeper.

My eyes hurt from all the tears I let fall for you.

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

I'm not suppost to cry right now. I'm supposed to laugh with you. You're supposed to be in love with me.

I missed 11:11 again because I was still sleeping. I hate going to sleep. I don't hate sleeping, I love sleeping. My whole world disappears for a while. But I hate going to sleep. The moments before you sleep are so horrible. Everything I tried to avoid thinking about the whole day bump into my mind and won't leave. So now i'm trying to avoid that by staying up watching movies until i fall asleep during the movie. I don't have to think. I know it sounds a bit exaggerated and dramatic but I have to do that for a while because I don't think I can handle all my thoughts.

Dear Girl,

Get over him. He's not even worth it. He isn't worth your time or tears. Yeah, you might have loved him and I know that and I know you can't see yourself with anyone other than him. I get that. I've been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, all alone, wondering where he is, and who he's with? Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure, it hurts; the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love with other girls. yeah, you will see him with another girl. Prepare yourself, because it will hurt. He will hold her a little close and squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows you're watching. He knows it's killing you, and that is why he will do it. Don't let him get to you, because that is exactly what he wants. Don't give him what he wants, he doesn't deserve it. Give it time, he will be sorry, trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy, who isn't him, with a perfect smile on your face, he will realize the mistake he made in letting you go. When he decided he just didn't love you the same. Trust me, he'll be sorry. Don't spend your nights waiting for that phone call that you know you won't get. When he walks past you, he will look past you, pretend he doesn't see you. I'm not gonna lie to you, it will hurt. It will hurt... a lot. But you know what you're gonna do? You are going to hold your head up. You will show him you're better than him, and you don't need him in your life, that you never really needed him anyway. And the day you finally feel that, you'll realize why things never worked out.

- Your heart

Even if you think the flame has died, there’s at least one lyric that’ll hit that last hot spot, and then you’ll find yourself as fucked as you were the day you lied and said you never wanted to see him again.

The hardest part of this whole situation is that neither of us knows what’s going on. Neither of us knows what each other is thinking and we’re both trying to make decisions based on information we don’t know. I’m scared to tell you my feelings just in case you don’t feel the same way.

I don’t know what we are. Sometimes I feel like we are friends, sometimes I feel like we’re more than friends. And sometimes it feels like I’ve never known you at all.

You’ve been down for a while now and I would trade anything to see you happy again.

I looked over my shoulder and your eyes were closed as you danced with her and held her close. I couldn’t help but stare.

I’ve said it once, I’ve said it twice, I’ve said it a thousand fucking times. That I’m okay, that I’m fine, that it’s all just in my mind. But this has got the best of me and I can’t seem to sleep.

Most days it would be okay just today it really isn’t.

So, where are you at, which places have you been? And where are you going? Time is kindly flowing, so fast since I saw you…

If I only knew that the days were slipping past, the good things never last, that you were crying…

And yes, I walked away, but somehow I always thought that you would come to take me home again… but you didn’t.

It’s hard when you’re standing two inches behind me and I can feel your breath on my neck. It’s hard to look into your eyes and know that you and I don’t feel the same…

"Gave you all i had and you tossed it in the trash, you tossed it in the trash yes you did." -Bruno Mars [love him!]

And there was nothing, no texts, no phone calls, no you. I watched the sun go down without a blink of you.

Walk away, I'm barely breathing as I'm laying on the floor.Take my heart as you're leaving, I don't need it anymore..

I'm starting to think that maybe, just maybe, this was a game you played from the start.

I remember every word you said, okay? I'm not naive and I'm not stupid. I've been broken before. I can deal with it. I'm not scared of moving on with my life, it just hurts right now. It just hurts.

I'm always here at the side of your stage, let you live your life pretend I'm okay.

After all that's said and done, I still think you're amazing. I still cherish every moment I ever spend with you and every smile you brought to my face. I'll forever be thankful that someone like you was brought into my life, even if it had to be taken away too soon. You were my miracle; you were my fairytale I got to live.

When we first started talking I didn't even want to get involved with anyone, heck I didn't even know you. But you were so good to me and you were so easy to talk to and little by little I found myself falling even harder for you.

You know those parts in the movies where the guy hears something that reminds me of her? The moment that he realizes he had made a mistake in leaving her or letting her slip out of his hands? You know that part? Well i've always wanted to have one of those guys. Who will realize and drop everything that he had going just because he realized that I was more important and he just couldn't and wouldn't let me go.